I am tired and I want to be loved and held and kissed and taken to bed. I want special things done for me like I do for others. I want surprises and affection. I want to be asked how my day was, or what I want to do. I want to be told I'm cute every once in awhile.
I have none of this. I work and make small talk. I come home and do chores. I sit bored, until bedtime. Repeat.
When did I become nothing more than a casual friend?